- Feeling fear, feeling threatened (life is too much)
- Feeling powerless (victimized, small, despairing, resigned)
- Feeling bored and empty (life is not enough)
Eating Peace Webinar: Five Belief Blunders Even Smart Therapists Make
Eating Peace. It seems so hard to find.
We’ve heard about changing our mindset and ending our bad habits, including our troubling “thinking” habits. We’ve read the books about transforming negative behavior, or quitting an addiction. We’ve studied the compulsion problem…sometimes for years.
And yet, something persists that keeps us overeating, binge-eating, under-eating, starting another diet, gaining weight, losing weight, trying harder, redoubling our efforts at sticking to a plan, graze eating, eating when bored, eating carrots to try not to eat ice cream. We’ve been told weighing and measuring every bite is the best idea since we can’t be trusted. We’ve thought we should just accept ourselves as fat (there’s a difference between acceptance and resignation though).
We’ve noticed the imbalance and lack of peace. And what hurts most of all, is the self-hatred and self-criticism. Shouldn’t we know better, by now?
Perhaps we have great knowledge of compulsive eating and the dynamics of how it’s created, but it seems even knowledge and learning isn’t the ultimate answer. We really just want peace.
Good news. Eating Peace is possible for anyone.
I know this because I’ve worked with both myself, and the many people who discover, through self-inquiry, an unshakable peace they couldn’t see before.
Why couldn’t we see it? Because of all the beliefs, mental activity, and uncomfortable feelings and impulses coursing through our systems.
It really helps to know what thoughts and stories to question that drive off-balance eating.
Often, people seek eating peace with a very unpleasant feeling of despair, rage, disappointment or worry. They often say “I don’t know what I’m thinking or believing that makes me eat! It feels like I’m a walking zombie gobbling everything in sight, in a trance, under a spell–and I can’t stop trying to stop myself, and keep eating at the same time!”
It’s all so confusing.
And then….to add more fuel to the fire: the pandemic.
Isolation, a fridge that’s just over there a few steps away, deep worry about the future.
So I’m offering a complimentary webinar, before I begin the Eating Peace Experience immersion program this year, where I’ll share five belief blunders–I think of them as spells because that’s what it actually feels like for so many.
We’re under the spell of our stressful, troubled thinking. Our eating reflects it. Stressful thinking, stressful eating. Compulsive worrying, compulsive eating.
We can question the beliefs that drive the eating, and un-learn our habits.
What I find over and over is when we identify and question the false or mistaken beliefs about ourselves and about eating, food, body and emotions, our thinking actually shifts. When our thinking shifts, so does our behavior. It naturally becomes more balanced and sane. Our weight becomes more balanced.
Change happens from the inside out, not the outside in. No diet, control, or will is needed. No special gym training, counting or weighing and measuring meals, or special program of eating. We become free.
Join me in learning five belief blunders to eating peace. It’s my joy to share this with anyone who is attracted to this work. It has changed my entire life. I used to be haunted with thoughts of food, eating, perfectionism, angst, anxiety and worries about rejection. I used to feel very separate. That is no longer the case. It’s been a wonderful process, and it continues every day. There is no more binge-eating, binge-thinking, or binge-worrying about food.
At the end of the webinar, I’ll stay for a live Q&A where you can ask me anything about eating, freedom, peace and ending any and all eating struggles.
Please register and choose the day you will be attending this 90 minute workshop:
*Tuesday, October 6th, 2020 11am PT/ 2pm ET/ 8pm Europe
*Weds, October 7th, 2020 10:30am PT/ 1:30pm ET/ 7:30pm Europe
*Thurs, October 8th, 2020 11:00am PT/ 2pm ET/ 8pm Europe
Sign up for the free webinar HERE.
Much love, Grace
P.S. This webinar is offered before beginning the immersion program, and can assist in helping answer your questions if you have them (I’ll answer at the very end).
Learn more about the full program Eating Peace Experience HERE.
Much love,
Grace
The dis-ease of pandemic thinking, pandemic eating…and how to stop
A key turning point in my healing journey of eating peace
The suffering of “I won’t have enough”
In these strange times when a lot is happening in the world in extra intense ways, you may notice that thoughts you’ve had that feel stressful (or OK, terrifying) are even bigger and more pronounced.
I’ve been working with people all week doing The Work who report that some situation or relationship they previously had found insight on…..is BACK.
Kinda like those horror movies.
Ugh.
Arguing too much, feeling too much, eating too much, spending too much, worrying too much. Seeing images of a difficult or catastrophic or torturous future.
An excruciating belief can be this little ditty (a ditty is a little song, by the way…a little song or song snippet that keeps repeating in your head that you can’t stop hearing, can’t stop singing).
Maybe it feels like a full symphony orchestral piece. With strings, horns and percussion sections.
I won’t have enough.
To hold this belief, I notice I need to have experienced not-enough-ness, heard about other people not having enough, been terrified of Not Enough in the past.
I need to believe in this thing called Not Enough and that it means something terrible.
Like suffering, rejection, abandonment, pain, or death.
Who are we when we believe there isn’t enough, or won’t be later?
Freaking out. Worried. Planning incessantly. Busy. Sitting in our quiet little homes in silence, imagining a torturous future.
So who would we be without our story?
Much love,
Grace
I have to do it right, not wrong…..I HAVE TO worry about this (eating, weight, conditions).
Much love,
Grace
I made a mistake: that bite, that food, that pound gained.
If you’ve recently been reading my eating peace ebook, thanks for being here! You’ve arrived just in time to attend a live webinar I don’t do very often, in preparation for the Eating Peace Experience coming up at the end of January.
Eating Peace Webinar: Monday January 13th 10:00am PT/ 1:00pm ET/ 7:00pm Europe. Sign up here to attend live and ask me anything. There are also 4 other options for taking this live masterclass–you’ll see them when you click the link to register. A great opportunity to listen, share and do this work together.
(If you’d rather not be on this list, scroll down an unsubscribe any time. I usually send out an email and eating peace video around once every ten days).
Looking at the world through the eyes of opposites, of right and wrong, of duality….is common. It’s often the only way we seem to know.
In this belief system, there is a Right Way and a Wrong Way to be. With food, eating, body size, appearance.
Right/Wrong, Mistaken Way/ Correct Way, Bad/Good, Successful/Failure, Uncertain/ Certain, Strong/ Wishy-Washy, I Know/ I Don’t Know, Against it/ For It.
Everything’s very black and white, and “clear” in a way, and that’s the GOAL. To know the FINAL answer (like the game show, LOL).
In this world, no ambivalence is allowed, no uncertainty. It’s much better to have certainty and to be right about your way. You might even have supporting data for how your way is the best way, perhaps even the only way.
And then….a “mistake” is made.
Trouble is, when YOU screw up or make a mistake….you follow the usual steps of self-attack, punishment, criticism, anger, disappointment, confusion, fear and a return to “your” way (which is the “right” and “best” way).
I love thinking about all the right/wrong perspective and how it lives so fully in our minds sometimes. It happens in ways that are so much more than only food, eating and body image.
Last week, for example, I offered my live webinar for the first time and made a “mistake” of locking people out of it.
So, the live webinar went to no one “live”.
It was a fun teaching and this material is incredibly profound and powerful for help with understanding the suffering around eating issues–at least it has been for me–but I had no interaction or questions or chats, which seemed confusing.
No comments, no feedback, no emojis.
But is it true that I made a mistake?
Consider the times you’ve taken a compulsive bite of food. You’ve repeated the pattern of overeating, over-indulging, eating the “wrong” thing, shame, secretive thinking. The pain of stuffing in food chaotically without caring about yourself.
Who would you be without the energy of right/wrong and condemnation about this experience?
What if you opened your mind, relaxed with yourself gently, and turned to the possibility that you are not a problem, and there is another way?
Who would you be without the idea that a mistake has been made? Who would you be without the belief you’re sick and twisted and broken and you have to crack down and be rigid?
What if there was another way besides being RIGHT or WRONG?
What if I can notice I’m panic-eating….and be mindful and do The Work of inquiry and shifting my own mind?
Turning the thought around: I have not made a terrible mistake.
I can start again, today, right now. I can breathe deeply, regroup, get support.
Turning around the thought again: my thinking is making a terrible mistake
Yes, especially when I condemn myself and the world and eating and food and weight and other people–or anything else in reality.
Much love,
Grace
The ambivalent pain of both wanting and not wanting to stop eating.
Sign up for it here (pick your best time from 5 other choices). This workshop online will be super informative and very helpful for how to work mindfully to end your eating issues and relax.
One of the most fascinating experiences around compulsion of any kind, is to inquire and look at our ambivalence about ending this destructive off-balance eating thing.
We know even if we feel comfortable today with being “in control” around food and eating, that often LATER, in the future, we might be haunted by the urge to eat.
Things are good now. I might change my mind. I “have to” stay in charge. I need to build up the willpower.
And the inevitable happens.
One day, down the road, we overeat, binge eat, graze eat, blow the “plan”.
Have you ever looked at how stressful it is to stay “on” the plan? To be doing it perfectly or just right? To be following the rules?
Byron Katie says “Don’t be careful, you might hurt yourself.”
I was soooo careful with food, eating, health, body weight, image that I hurt myself deeply.
That can be over at that level. Life with food is supposed to be relaxing, and fun!
Who would we be about the stories we’ve been so sure are true?
Can you relax in non-diet mentality while still eliminating certain foods? How?!
Someone wrote me yet again (probably the 7th or 8th time) with the very same question: how do I stop my “diet thinking” but still notice I really can’t eat certain foods without getting sick? It appears I have to eliminate some things for balance to happen.
Great question.
It’s entirely possible.
Peace is all in the mind.
Diet thinking looks like believing concepts like: I can’t (and it’s so sad), I’m not allowed (and it’s so sad), I don’t get to eat (and everyone else does), my food is so boring (and if I changed it the excitement would be totally worth it), I’m in prison with this diet (and I want to break free).
Basically diet thinking feels like you’re a victim.
It claims you can’t be trusted, you need to be thinner (always), you shouldn’t eat and be fully satisfied and nourished, you’re guilty just for thinking about food, and you have to watch yourself like a hawk.
It’s not fun.
But I notice, however, that without diet thinking, with absolutely freedom and joy around the energy of eating…I do NOT eat all day long, I do NOT overeat and stuff myself, and I find my own personal inner balance and great pleasure with food without making rules.
I stop when I’m satisfied, and I eat when I’m hungry, and things work out beautifully.
Many people feel the very same way without eating entire food groups, ever. They notice they don’t feel satisfied, joyful, truly free, or healthy, so they don’t eat those things.
If I’m not a victim, if I’m not missing out, if I feel my hunger and fullness….things are balanced.
Much love,
Grace
P.S. If you have become deeply interested in questioning your mind around eating issues, I’m starting a new eating peace program in a different way this fall/winter (not sure of start date yet). Everyone who is already a member of the Eating Peace Immersion will receive automatic invitation at no additional fee.
We’ll do more live inquiry, which is so meaningful for us all, and practice The Work.
When you binge after a long period of binge-free eating
Falling down hard (binge-eating) after a long period of being binge-free can be terribly discouraging. Almost suicidally full of despair for some.
You can question this thought.
You’ve just “lost” the battle, you’ve just “lost” your abstinence, you’ve just “lost” your year of supposed freedom.
Is it true?
Who would you be without the past? (Which I notice is gone, and only a memory now).
A few ideas that may help, if you’re having this experience of “on” then “off” a plan:
1) Recovering from eating begins with cultivating willingness to learn from where we stumble.
2) When we keep believing our thoughts that we should be thin, thin, thin…then no amount of time being binge-free will bring us freedom.
3) If we decide we’ve failed miserably, or that this “stumble” is a disaster, we’ll most likely eat more, eat again. Being open to learn from what happened is the easiest way. Like learning how to walk, it’s not done immediately. We fall down sometimes.
4) When you believe your thoughts about food, eating and your body…with stress, mistrust, and the urge to manage, your mind will be filled with Jibber-Jabber. Everyone talking at once, screaming.
Do you have to believe any of this jibber-jabber? Is it just noise?
What I notice is everyone’s mind has noise in it, and what a wonderful experience to look at this noise and all this thinking as white noise, or jibber-jabber. Babbling brook.
Uninteresting. Untrue.
Can I simply NOT be alarmed by what’s happened in the past?
Can I stand up again, stepping into another day?
This is a new moment, right now. This is an experience of the “Don’t Know” mind. The place of No Control.
In this place is a slowness, a feeling of the body, I don’t know what to do and I don’t have to do anything.
You lost your abstinence, you “lost” a year of freedom from binge eating…is that true? Can you absolutely know you lost it?
No.
How do you react when you believe that thought?
Listening to the jibber-jabber and screaming thoughts and freaking out and intense emotions about disaster and control.
Who would you be without the thought? Who would you be without the belief there’s a future to plan for and control is required, and something is missing?
Turning the thought around: I’m OK. I’m safe in this moment. I didn’t lose anything. Today, now, can be relaxed. Only my thinking fell over. My thoughts went off, not “me”. Not the inner me, not the inner “I.
Much love,
Grace