Much love,
Grace
Much love,
Grace
Much love,
Grace
P.S. For Eating Peace work, the next event is Eating Peace Experience which is an immersion group starting Monday, October 5th. Learn more HERE.
I’ve heard from a remarkable number of people in this time of the virus.
At home, strange schedule, near the fridge or the pantry.
Eating. Eating some more.
You are not alone if this is your experience. And, there is a way to heal and end that impulse.
I’m working on a quick free workshop online for those of us with consuming issues. It will be for people in the private facebook group HERE.
The facebook group is free, and a place where we kindly share around how to relax from the root cause–beliefs in the mind–about food, eating, emotions and body image.
I think of the whole world of THOUGHT about eating, body image, exercising, over-examining diet, constant return to eating off-balance….like a religion or a university of eating that’s gone completely off the rails with false stories and beliefs.
Yikes. Lots of rules and regulations, stress, requirements, impossible goals and expectations. You can’t seem to graduate successfully either.
One Bible of Beliefs about food and eating is The Book of Shoulds and Shouldn’ts.
We should do this, and not do that. Eat this, not that. Eat this way, not that way. Eat at this time, not that time. Look this way, not that way.
All while maintaining sanity. So in other words, we even believe we should think certain ways, and feel certain ways.
It’s exhausting, and very difficult to maintain the rigor needed to keep all the “shoulds” together.
The way I found freedom from constant obsessing and failing with food, was to question the “shoulds” that I had since I was a pre-teen.
One of the key ways to work with a “should” that’s screaming in your head, is to first, pause and relax just a moment. Take a deep breath right now. I love how taking in air is incredibly relaxing and regulates the nervous system.
Then, instead of gathering energy or making plans with how you are going to make sure you’re successful at the should or shouldn’t rules about eating….instead…wonder WHY you have the rule?
For example, the simple thought “I shouldn’t eat that”.
Instead of aggressively making plans for how you’re not going to eat it….let’s study the belief and see if it’s true.
Why not?
WHY should you not eat that particular thing?
Our answers often boil down to this one: because I need to lose weight.
But there’s also this one: because I’m not hungry.
To wonder with compassion about why you have a thought about eating when not hungry, or why it is so incredibly important to get thin, is really interesting.
Are you absolutely sure you are not hungry? Are you absolutely sure you need to lose weight?
There may be a hunger (that isn’t necessarily about your stomach) you’re not allowing yourself to notice, and an ideal you’re trying to achieve that is not possible to achieve peacefully.
It’s a whole world of investigation that’s entirely worth the trip, watching a combative and relentless false belief-system have it’s way with you, so that you’re entirely ruled by it and stuck and miserably unhappy, instead of open and curious.
And that belief system ruins the joy of food, too.
Well, it certainly did for me. I couldn’t eat one bite without my mind saying “you did that wrong” or “good job, you get a gold star “.
It was like having a vicious authority constantly watching.
Well, it was.
Today, let’s question the simple and common thought “I shouldn’t eat that”. You can think of a specific food.
To question this thought doesn’t mean you’re going to eat it day and night and grow obese or get sick and die.
To question this thought is to open the mind to wondering instead of the rigid, tight and condemning lists of rules formed to succeed.
See what happens. See what kind of softness might possibly appear if you don’t have a “should” or “shouldn’t” running, and instead….you’re free to choose.
And, if you’d like to participate in an online workshop I’ll give for no charge (date coming soon) we can address some of this together, especially in this odd time where many of us are in the kitchen more than ever, wishing we were not there. (Join facebook group here).
Much love,
Grace
Much love,
Grace
Love the folks who attended the webinars, wow. Thank you for all your emails.
Here is the replay of the very last day, which I think went the very best: no tech troubles, no sudden noises to edit out, no goofy mistakes.
Eating Peace Webinar: Five Spells to Break, or How We’re Thinking About Food & Body, To Dissolve Our Eating Battles
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Although those tech mistakes can be quite entertaining and funny.
I even remembered to put up my front door sign for when clients come over: “Please do NOT knock, IN SESSION”.
At the end, I did have a tiny glitch however.
It was a “thinking” glitch.
Inside my own head.
A momentary thought based on a comment in the chat: “I just wish the program wasn’t so expensive.”
Sigh.
I’ve gone all over the place from wanting to offer entirely free grant-run programs with no financial barrier to anyone, to wanting to make a decent income for myself and feel compensated for all the time and training undertaken.
It appears to be ever in-between the two, and always finding its own balance.
Perhaps just like the inner world of eating when it’s at peace: not too little, not too much.
Just right.
I know the fee seems expensive to some, based on the full range of what it available online in the world, from completely free to many thousands of dollars.
I realized in the moment of reading that comment about the fee, I had the opportunity to do The Work on the beliefs “I’ve disappointed people” or “they think it’s too expensive and that means IT IS” or “they wish it was less expensive and that means…..they don’t understand the work and effort put into this” or finally “it means I’m doing something wrong”.
Oh my.
I noticed, I had no idea if any of those are true.
But the distant feeling of stress. Ugh.
I did immense research on the time, expense and effort to build the program and determine the fee (and got help doing this, too).
Suddenly, to connect with this inquiry and share the thinking, I jumped on video and did The Work right on the spot.
I hope you find the familiar voice of what I call Too Much Not Enough Never Just Right helpful to question.
That’s a story or spell I always believed about food. It never seemed it was just right. Ever.
And how about landing on the pricing for this immersion program? Also not just right for some people.
Eating, Money, This Moment, Life: Too Much or Not Enough, Never Just Right
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No one needs any program, ultimately. You have a program already, and it’s called Your Life.
This EPE program is created in service to find peace and rest, in our inner world when it comes to food, eating, hunger, fullness, compulsion, weight, fat, thin, lack of connection.
It also is a pay-it-forward to all the people who helped me along the way: therapists, meditation teachers, experts, nutritionists, authors, guides.
My intentions are very sincere and a huge amount of effort and research and constant improvement has gone on to make this program….and it won’t be right for everyone, that’s for sure.
People in the past who have signed up have helped make it better and better.
It’s a grand learning experiment.
If it is sincerely and honestly way too much for you to afford and yet you’d love to participate, then you can apply for a scholarship by filling in detail at the link provided below, letting us know what would work for you–I’ll read it with the assistance of a mentor I trust and we’ll get back to you as soon as possible before Sunday, January 26th at midnight when the Eating Peace Experience program closes.
Click HERE for the scholarship application. Please share as much as possible about your current circumstances.
And to all of you eating peace readers, my sincere thanks in this journey of the past few weeks gearing up to Eating Peace Experience.
And now return you to your regularly scheduled programming (LOL): Eating Peace encouragement around once a week. If you wish to unsubscribe, click on the very tiny small letters at the bottom of any email where it says Update Preferences/Unsubscribe.
Much love,
Grace
Much love,
Grace
Life with food, eating and having a body–no matter how imperfect–has become calm. Not dreadful and dramatic.